I appreciate the responses. I have severe depression and game-making is one of those things that I will spend a few weeks on, lose interest, and come back a 2-3 months later, which is why renting doesn't make a lot of sense for me.
The responses here are professional and courteous, honest and informative. I really do appreciate them. I just really wish there was an option more suitable for me, as I always seem to come back to Construct in my hunt.
Thanks all. I really do appreciate the professional responses and honesty :)
Brandon