i couldn't find the book " So You Want to Be a Game Designer!: A Balanced Book of Practice and Theory " on the net, Amazon isn't selling it and says it's available for free on kindle yet it's not there too.
also would like to see some organized video tutorials where it starts to teach basic stuff until it reach the expert levels, a lot C2 videos on YOUTUBE but they lack order and quality, the only decent tutorial i found on the site udemy bought it for 9$ and finished in two days .